havnt hear this song for along time le.
yah lahh. i know outdated. watever.

dun even feel lyk talking
dun even feel lyk listening.
dun even feel lyk living.
why are you so stubborn
why are you so noisy
wish you can just shut your gap
dont ask me to follow anything can?
dont ask me to listen to your orders can?
think im your dog?
think im your pet?
im not . k? im not.
why should i keep listening to you.
why should i do things that i do not like.
why should i listen to you anyway.
you dont mean anything.
you are nothing.
get it? its just a moment of lust.
get it? just lust.
yah. now i get it. its lust.
lust . is de fault.
and it is the start of this.
maybe we shouldn't evens start.
i mean. do i have to listen to you.
to whatever i should wear?
do i have to?
i dont think there's a need to.
cause we might not be able to see each other again.
oh well. i dont think its a bad thing anyway.
see, u can save ur precious money and time.
is there anything wrong with that?
u can go add all the girls in facebook for all i care.
u can go ask anyone for stead, for all i care.
you can even have an affair wid someone behind my back for all i care.
yes. i dont care abt u anymore.
who cares? i dont need someone lyk you.
seriously, im beginning to doubt.
doubt every feeling i have for you.
yes. i dont really lyk you now.
its just lust.
and now lust is over, there's no feeling(s) that i had for you.
im sorry for wasting your time.
i didn mean to.
i really didnt mean to.
love. is something. that nobody can comprehend.
love. is something. that nobody understands.
can we understand how it works?
can we really be with the person that we love?
when will that be?
when will be the time when we can be with the person that we love?
when will be the time, when there's no lust.
no like, no lust, no love. when wil that be.
in a relationship.
is it just love , trust and understanding?
i dont think so. i really dont.
cause there's four factors.
not three. the last factor is tolerance.
and i lack of tolerance.
and you, lack of understanding.
am i right?
cause i dont really get it wrong.
yes. this post sounds like i wanna break up with you.
yes. this post is emotional.
so? cant i even let it all out?
i really cannot tolerate anymore.
im very sorry.
i dont think im ready. for your love.
you made me confused. about my feelings.
but i really wanna thank you for everything.
that you had done for me.
maybe we can only last till the end of this month.
or till the results. or the end of this yr.
i dont really care that much.
cause its really not my business le.
i cannot tolerate these things.
i lack of patience. i lack of tolerance.
i cannot always listen to watever you say.
im running out of patience.
i really am. serious. this time, i really do not know.
what im capable of doing to you.
so just listen. to. me.
this, im dead serious abt it.
i dont wanna go back on my words this time.
i really dont wan.
if you wanna leave, i wont stop you.
ues, today i seemed kinda moodswing.
maybe totally?
but what can i do.
im having a boyfriend who likes to order me around.
im having a boyfriend who likes to command me.
im having a boyfriend who likes to tell me what to wear.
im having a boyfriend who likes to tell me what to eat.
im having a boyfriend who likes to tell me what to say.
im having a boyfriend who likes to tell me what to do.
im having a boyfriend who likes to tell me what not to do.
im having a boyfriend who likes to tell me what time to sleep.
im having a boyfriend who likes to tell me who to talk to.
im having a boyfriend who likes to tell me where to go.
im having a boyfriend who thinks he could lead my life.
im having a boyfriend who thinks he could control my life!
what can i do now?
what should i do now?
what what what? how how how??




ignore tat above de. its just a 'let go' of stress. getit?
hahas and all i wanna say it :
TONIGHT GT METEOR SHOWER~~~~!!!
yahh. i saw tat on mr seow whei jie's facebook
coz he say wat wan go watch de meteor shower thingy.
den its lyk . OMG! REALLY?!! THERE'S METEOR SHOWER?! TODAY? TONIGHT?!
LOL. okok. this stupid. hahas.
just started to play fishville. and woots!
i won all of my neighbours.!LOL?? hahas.
hahas. roller coaster's having renovation. and im de 1st among my frenz.
de farmville i also de first. hahas. so fun! being de first. LOL?
okok. suan le bahh. hahas.
ltr going to watch 'paranormal activity' wid Idris n Ong. LOLs?
long time nvr go out wid them le 0.0
hahas. hmm. idris say wanna go eat popcorn.
so ltr dun sit wid him btr. ooops!
coz skali de scary parts arhh, ahh.
idris spill de popcorns all over . wahhaa~!!!
hmmm...
ytd nvr watch de 'finish the lyrics' the chinese des.
haixxx.