sometimes, i think that...
loving someone is harder than breaking up.
while some people beg to differ.
i do not disagree with this.
because, it is true.
people have different opinion, different views.
every minute, every second,
in every street, every corner of the street,
there are bound to be sadness around.
but why do people feel sadness?
it is the feeling of being unloved.
isn't it? well, that is my own opinion.
happiness spreads fast.
so does sadness.
but its one's choice to choose.
whether one wanna be happy, or sad.
and on my stand, i prefer to be happy.
because, i want to let the person,
who just dumped me to know one thing -
i can be better off with , or without them.
because, i feel that, if i am living in misery,
just because i had lose them,
they would win. right?
and in order to prove i'm better off than them now,
is to live better than before.
is to live a more meaningful life, a more better life.
this way, it can make me feel that i am now better than them.
although we had gone separate ways,
i would really have sour feelings .
whenever i think about him.
i would tell myself.
not to think of him.
not to think about the past.
yesterday is history,
tomorrow is future.
today, is present.
let history be...
tomorrow, is future.
and to have a better future,
we have to have a good present.
history... hilter, world war, jews, nazi, ....
present ... study to have better future...
future ... technology, job...
isnt it right?
well, now, i can tell the guy who just ditched me on friday,
that i am living very well now.
even though i found one more lump...
even though it can be painful at times,
but it is nothing.
compared to the pain that that guy had inflicted on me.
i just want him to know that.
and i yearn for him to read this.
i really do.
because, i know he is doing well....
so many times, i want to make him stay with me.
but i know it's totally impossible.
even though people say 'nothing is impossible'.
but to me, i stil think that some things are impossible.




sorry for so many rubbish . hahas..
u know? the let go of emotions? hahas.
today so many happy things happened!
aww. so cute!
today, took bus 34 to de old tamp sec there see.
den okok lahh. construction's abt to finish le...
after tat, went montip to buy a black ring.
after tat, go tamp 1 to visit my fav shop : challenger!
look at de cameras and ipod... blahblahblah.
kumar called -spoiled de fun
so meet him at bus 31 there.
den saw yanze. hahas. :)
went to sch tgt.
den go to cafeteria 1 to buy fruit juice.
after tat, go t04-07 for de ICA or something.
and my fav fav fav fav guy came!
TAY WEILONG~!! ahh..goddamnit~!! ur here~!!
so happy. den i keep on laughing to my self =.=
den kumar say 'u lookin at wat? ohh. tat guy arhh. ooh!'
wah biang.. damn slow reaction, ehh.
okok. den he came wid Jun Jia.
den he shout "chairman! ah qin arhh! friday how many ppl nvr come?"
LOL? damn funny can???
den everyone keep saying 'wah! chairman! ur husband come liao arhh?!
wah! still gt ring somemore!!'
and its lyk.. erm.. i think i shouldnt bought de ring? hahas.
funny sia weilong..
so i call him 'dragontail! hii~!!'
LOL? coz 'wei' in chinese is tail or something.
den 'long' is dragon.
so i call him dragontail :)
hahas.. anyways, horseman's very angry when he enter de class.
coz of friday.. alot of ppl nvr come.. LOL?
anyways, after tat, ah long keep calling me lahh.
say wat give him de camp de consent form all these...
haixx... sadded.
and.. as we're doing de PLC, haha!
coz kumar very mafan. wanna put his bag.
den i say okok lahh.
den arhh, wahhaa~!
i put my bag in front of his.
who knows? de comp cnt tahan de weight..
and it did a backflip and fell onto de ground..
oops??? erm.. yeah.. everyone's reaction was lyk
"orhh!! chairman wor! destroy comp! u die liao~!"
den arhh, i laugh till stomach pain.
yeah i know. destroy sch property still can laugh. LOL?
den in de end no one help me except for
wahaha! my goddamnit guy <3
LOL? he say "ehh, u all shout up lahh. b-seng sial!"
LOL?? den de back of de comp dunno wat thing lahh.
came out. he helped me fix ..
aww. arigato~~ kamsahamnida :)
den he say 'see lahh. ur future husband lehh.
i wanna transfer to info-comm lehh...
i transfer go info comm, den i come back again to accompany u "
and its lyk.. erm...u for wat go info comm and come back sia.
stupid. bt u cnt change once de month is over.
means, u can only change ur course at de 1st 1 month of de year.
lyk now, till de end of jan. u can transfer.
but from feb, u cant le..
so, yeah. wish arhh, he cnt transfer. no way.
dun pang seh me~~!!
pang seh kia.
anyways, back to de story.
mr othman n mr justin wong didn scold me lahh.
den kumar say 'those who purposely destroy nvr get scolding.
those who accidentally destroy get scolding. where's justice!!'
LOL???
after tat we gt lunchbreak.
ate vegetable rice- not nice...
den feroz blanja us drinks :)
haixx. after tat got nth interesting le. now 0003 le.
sayonara :)