i .. just broke up. wid dear.
just lyk tat. i didn mean to say these to him.
nt because i do not like or love him anymore.
but its just that...
i wanna start on a new journey.
not wid him anymore.
of coz, some of u knows, i love him. i really do.
but it might be hard for me to speak up out.
i do lyk someone else too.
i loved xw. i did.
but now, there's another one...
i dunno wat to do. u get it?
when we broke, i thought. that he wont be back.
dear wont be back for me...
i tried hard to forget abt him.
i used every method i can.
before i can forget, he's back wid me.
but i knew . we wont last.
we wont last long.
because we're not gonna like each other
de way we did... a month ago...
i mean, i didn mean to send those msg to u.
but i did.
before i regret it, it's been sent.
i know there's no turning back now.
everything abt you is gone now.
im a lousy gf to u, right?
dear, tell me. am i a bad one?
i wish i am.. i really do.
tell me. tell me im a bad, lousy, idiotic, gf.
and you regretted steading wid me.
can you tell me?
can you say tat to me?
i wish you could.......
i told myself before.
this wouldnt be a play play de relationship.
well... i think i did..
maybe half half.
but its too late to regret now.
everything abt you.
its gone. you're gone.






anyways, ytd was quite ok..